Dear future me,

I know u miss him so much. He maybe annoying and have alter ego issues but as time goes by, u make him the exceptions to all the many general u've created before. He taught u the most important thing in life. He brings out the best part in u. Udid realize that ryte? U couldn't care less what other people think about ur relationship. U just knew he was the one. U don't even judge his skinny- skeleton- boney body. All that is important that particular time is to try make him give u the chance to be with him because as u thought at first, he's a keeper.

U just love the way he sarcastically comment about ur body and ur looks. He amazed u in different ways. Diffent from any other guys you'd ever dated. From the fights u've been with him, all the strugles and sacrifices each of u made to make sure the r/ship works. It was one of my best experienced in my life. Although u could not stop compare him with ur perfect long-time bf: Luqman, ofcourse Luqman always win but with him u just close blind eyes on it. U did realize that right? That is LOVE.

But baby, he couldn't care less to give everything when he refused to put commitment in ur relationship. U did realize how much it hurts u. He broke ur heart over and over again. Your friends, ur mum, ur brother hated him so much but u stand up for him. U gave everything that was needed in the r/shipo but look what he did to u. H e crash ur heart. The day u've broke up, remember what he said to u? That was unforgivable dear.. After all that effort, is that the best way he can treat u? He couldn't give u the commitment u ever wanted from him.

U tried ur best. U did ur best for him. U try to save him from the love falls he'd experienced before. But he was the one who couldn't care less about ur effort. He just too blind to see what he has infront of him. Weena always told u: U are the best thing that could ever happen to him. That really shows, he just loose something so precious in his life. U know u could save him. But he was the one who wants it that way.

Let him, leave him with his choice. U hold the principle that everyone has the right to choose ryte? So as he choose to be that way, u just need to let him do that then. Although u knew that was the best decision for him and u realized he did the biggest mistake he ever made in his life,but what else u could do but to let him kill himself. That was his own choice. He's freedom to choose.

I want u to be strong girl. No matter how hard u tried or he ever tried to make it up to u, u just need to remember one thing; YOU DESERVE MORE THAN HE COULD EVER GIVE TO U IN RETURN.

With Love;

Heart-broken me.

TINY KIDS.

OK, i get it..little children, mana la tau ape2..

Mereka kecik and only some yang cute, beside that what's the draw?

Aku pn budak kecik dulu, and i never proud of that.

Don't you think there are so F***ing annoying!

Semua nak ikut ckp dieorg, padahal kite ni dewasa lagi banyak makan asam n garam.

Kalau xdpt,owh...cry...and guess what that's the best tactic to get what they want.

U see, masa aku kecik dulu, kalau aku nangis i will get worse so i dun beg for symphaty but to work it out.

Tapi budak sekarang, nangis je dapat. Ada yang worst, pura2 nangis je, and yeah they sure get what they want.

How stupid for the adult to fall for such silly things like that?

I mean come on don't we want our son and daughter to be tough fighter! not a dictator or a symphaty beggar.

Kalau ikut je kehendak dieorg, what do u think, they will be one day huh?

Duh...SPOILED BRAT!

Yang kurang ajar pn ada gak. The word Respect is never been heard to their dictionary.

GOSH! I can't stand with all the begging, and crying and those sounds they making when they are unhappy and making us the adult to feel so guilty and fall for their little begging!

I never like children and will never be.

If i got married and got pregnant that poor bustard guy whom i married will be so misreable.

U ain't see anything till u see me freaked out!

CERMIN

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SANDWICHED

• Ever been to a situation where u've been sandwiched by two person that u love most?



• Its been a hard time for me to decide which to choose as I'm trap in the middle.



• Can't decide which one i love most or which one should i put as priority bcze both are important to me.



• I love my guy and i love my dad too. I'm always a daddy's girl u know. But my relationship with my dad turn sour as i dated him.



• Things change for a reason. My phone bills raising up every month and my dad is really not happy with that.



• I can't blame my guy, he sacrificed a LOT for me. He put his best afford just to make me happy despite that we are miles apart. It's totally not the sweetest relationship if u are having a long distance relationship. It will never be. I have cheated on him countless of time and he found out about it but still he wants to be with me because he said i'm the one.



• I felt horrible every time watching myself in the mirror. Many girls are dying to find their prince charming.



• I found mine after i had crushed on him since i was like 11! but then i crashed his heart over and over again.



• When i finally settle up my mission to just love him the way he is, things get complicated when i realise i had crashed my dad's heart. I'm not the type of person who can balance both. I'm a very focus person.



• I need to decide which to choose...



• If u were put in my shoes will u ever make up your mind???? (bcz i will never be..)

xoxo